i am filled with an intense sadness.
since yesterday.
just one of those days when i realised just how convoluted my extended family is (or maybe everyone's family has their own issues).
just how difficult it is to communicate, even when you have the best intentions on your mind.
just one those days when i started missing my dad again.
just one those days when i don't want to be the 'wise' older one.
just tired.
just an intense sadness.